The Unforgettable Journey

What a strange coincidence, I happen to write this one on a journey, maybe because every journey like this reminds me the unforgettable incidents that took place on that train with Rehan. By then Rehan had touched his adulthood and he was appearing for different examinations in different parts of the country so as to get admission into a reputed institute to fulfil his parents dream. So when he was on his way back to home from Delhi after completing the admission procedure in D.U., he boarded a train not so full, it was called the Utkal Express. It took more than necessary hours to complete the journey which usually is of hardly 21 hrs. Rehan had never thought that a common idiot like him could have such an experience in his life and while he narrates the story to me I can still see the excitement in his eyes which he must have had at the time of the incidents taking place. After I finished hearing him narrating the first word that came from me was “really”.

When Rehan was boarding the train he was very confused about going back home or staying for a week more just to try in some more colleges which he thought was never his cup of tea, immersed in his thoughts he was waiting for the train to arrive after the train arrives he boards and looks out for his berth, 32, side upper berth he remembers distinctly. Why he remembers he told me later. He settles himself down and takes time for a nap; it was 8 am when he boarded the train so he had to get up early and could not sleep so he decides to sleep first. Two hours passed by, he has taken his nap feeling fresh but still in his sleep he notices a family boarding in Agra and coming to the same cabin he was in, they had all the berths from 25 to 28 that made it one full side and the lower berth on the other. Now why Rehan remembers his berth because just opposite his berth was berth number 27 and 30; on berth no 27 there was a cute girl. When Rehan talks about a girl you have to listen to the details he provides and how he justifies his usage of words. By cute he meant not hot and by girl he meant 3-5 years younger to him. As they settled down he found the girl taking the upper berth 27; this was the reason he remembered. Rehan was about to get up from his nap as he noticed the family arranging themselves some lunch. Rehan usually didn’t eat while travelling but this time he thought of getting something so he got down at a station and bought some fruits and kept it on his berth and made himself comfortable on the lower berth. He wanted to talk to the family who were there. He saw something in their lunch packet and the courage to talk from within came to him. He asked about the destination in which they headed and found out that they were going to the same place as of Rehan as he made the conversation he had a masterpiece which he had seen his brother perform, he asked the Lady what do they call Cucumber in their language and hence he came to know all about them, their religion, belief, family background, native place and what not, he smartly shifted his conversation with the lady to her child; the cute girl. By that time that lady had become an aunty of Rehan and the girl was somewhat friendly because her mother was talking to him. She was still in her schooling days; she attended a very famous school, DAV in 12th standard. There was something peculiar about these convent girls, I thought about this as Rehan told me about her, they are all very cautious and highly egoistic, tall claims but these are the things I have noticed personally. You will never find a convent girl who doesn’t know how is she looking and she will always think of herself as second to none. I don’t know how these chicks survive in all girls’ school, they desperately need male attention, that is the only thing satisfactory them. So as Rehan describes this girl, she was nearly 18 and was a early bloomer and had a pretty face but some part of it still covered with pimples but it made her cheeks look more pink and it suited her fair complexion, wearing a pant which covered her legs just above the ankles (I don’t know which category do they fall into full or Capri) with a black coloured top just touching her waist. She showed every sign of growing up into a beautiful lady, one of the reasons was her being a ‘panju’ and other reason was ‘Rehan thought so’ that she looked stunningly beautiful then. She had a problem of speech, she used to stutter, and Rehan came to know about this after a long time talking to her. After the lunch the family decided to take some rest. Now Rehan has nothing to do so he pulls out his rucksack and gets hold of his walkman which he had borrowed from his brother and his brother gave it to him reluctantly. He had a cassette of Lucky Ali and Bryan Adams...needless to say he wanted to play Lucky Ali but he played Bryan Adams in anticipation that Miss. _______.....Ohh God!!! Now Rehan realises that he had not even asked the name of the chick. Now Rehan makes a checklist in his mind what he has to do before they get down 1. Name, 2. Address, 3. Phone-number( if possible). So Rehan keeps listening to his walkman when the boy comes and sits next to him. This boy is the chick’s brother, he was boring to the limits and he integrated stupidity along. He had a funny side though, he was a sardar without a turban but he had all the jokes suited to him as if he was the Santa of all the sardar jokes. Rehan describes him to be the utmost boring guy on the whole train, even the beggar was sounding interesting to him. So finally the beauty awakes from her sleep with a cup of coffee, she preferred it over tea. Rehan was sitting there with his walkman both of them exchanged a smile and then she came down. Rehan started to nod his head and noticing this she asked him “what are you listening?”(as anticipated by Rehan), Rehan proudly said Bryan Adams... she said “oh k”. She then asked “what other cassettes do you have?” Rehan gave her all four and what luck she picked up Lucky Ali and requested Rehan to play it. Rehan changed the cassette and during that time he asked her “What’s your name?” She said “What?” Rehan completely on his back foot repeated his question in totally different manner “nothing I was wondering what your name is when you were sleeping” Rehan still doesn’t know why he said so. Because when she said what she meant that she couldn’t hear it and wanted to know what he asked, but Mr. Rehan made a fool of himself and paid for it later. By the way her name was Anjali. Anjali made a note that Rehan was looking at her when she was sleeping, and she asked him twice why he was wondering about her name when she was sleeping maybe she was teasing Rehan but he got completely nervous. Anjali sensed it and made Rehan comfortable again. I don’t know how these girls can do it, first they will sense what you are thinking and then they always have a solution for it and they will solve it even before you’re asking for any help. The time passed by and now Rehan and Anjali began to gel with each other, her stupid brother came and interrupted again and again but after receiving a cold response from both of them would return to his mom and granny. After a while they had dinner, Rehan was also asked to join, he did it, without hesitation but ate very little because of his fear of eating while travelling. After the dinner they all played a game of Rummy even the aunty enjoyed the presence of Rehan. They all set their beds up and Anjali took the same berth opposite to Rehan. Rehan went to the washroom and came back in a while and found her there on her berth. It was only 10 Rehan gestured to Anjali why so early? She pointed towards her mother. Rehan thought that’s it this is the end of the talking because they had to get down early in the morning. He knew that he won’t be able to ask the other two things and therefore there would be no chance of meeting Anjali again. Rehan also climbed up to his berth reluctantly, he put his walkman on as Anjali wished him goodnight.

After a while someone tapped on Rehan arm, it was Anjali. Her mother had slept and half an hour had passed and then Anjali decided to wake up Rehan and talk. She started by saying “You wanted to talk?” Rehan did not reply. After that they chatted for three longs hours; all lights were put down in the compartment and the only light coming was from the passage near the door. They were talking about everything and anything on earth, there was one time when Anjali asked Rehan to come to her seat as it was a little inconvenient for both of them to lean over in order to talk, Rehan resisted, he knew the risk in that, after a while again Anjali complained of her neck pain and offered to come over to Rehan’s berth but Rehan again refused. Rehan had no idea what they were doing staying up all night but Rehan had asked by far address of Anjali when they were talking about the time she takes to reach to her school. She stayed in the same part of the city where Rehan lived about a couple of kilometres far. Suddenly her mom woke up because of hearing both of them laughing although they tried to keep it as low as possible. She asked Anjali what she was doing and she blatantly said she tried to sleep but she can’t. Rehan felt proud he thought this was because of his charm that Anjali could not sleep but what the reason was only Anjali knows. Her mom again went back to sleep and the snores became harder and louder this time. They chatted for a while more and then Anjali said this is the time we should sleep otherwise we won’t be able to get up; it was 4.15 am in Rehan’s watch. Anjali asked for a little help before they went back to sleep, she asked him to escort to the washroom and Rehan agreed. They both got down but Rehan went ahead and made sure that it was safe Anjali followed and asked him to wait outside the door till she comes out. She took a little time in there and Rehan out of curiosity knocked the door, Anjali opened the door and asked Rehan to come inside, Rehan was confused but Anjali pulled him inside. They were both in the same washroom Rehan was terrified about being in there because he was aware of the risk if someone found out about this. He said to Anjali “if your mom comes searching for you and finds us like this I am dead”. Anjali said nothing; she just placed a finger on his lips so as to make him stop blabbering and her right hand on his chest and slightly came ahead, Rehan had no idea what was happening, she then kissed Rehan on his chin and then on his right cheek. Now Rehan knew what was happening. Rehan returned the favour immediately and kissed Anjali on her cheeks, both of them; Anjali smiled and came out of the washroom, she rushed back to the compartment, Rehan kept standing there thinking of what just happened. When Rehan was going back he saw Anjali coming towards him, she took him to the door which was closed and whispered in his ears “everyone is sleeping”; then happened the unforgettable she held Rehan tight in her arms and gave him a kiss, this time it was more passionate, more romantic and more on the French side, Rehan was shocked for the initial moments and later on began to play the part. Rehan recalls that the kiss must have lasted for more than 30 seconds but still says that it felt like 30 minutes of her breath, smell of her hair, the feel of her body and her beautiful white, delicate arms wrapped around him. I could see the beauty of that kiss in Rehan’s eyes. They came back together from there this time and climbed up to their respective berths. Anjali gave a flier to Rehan and Rehan returned a smile. Anjali said “I would like to keep meeting you in town”. Rehan got excited he asked “how?” She said “Shhhhhh, I will let you know tomorrow now go to sleep”. Rehan said to himself “how can she possibly think that I can sleep now?” But anyways Rehan slept and woke up in the morning to find out that Anjali was already awake and ready to get down, he slept long, hurriedly he washed up himself and packed his stuff and before he could talk to Anjali they started to head to the door as the station was arriving. Anjali smartly made sure that she goes last to the door, Rehan saw this and he followed Anjali such that she was just in front of him. There Anjali stared at him and Rehan felt sorry for his sleeping for so long, but he managed to ask “what next?” Anjali abused him with some English abuses and asked for a pen, Rehan got hold of a pen she gave him her number on a piece of paper so did Rehan. Rehan said that he would call her for sure. They both got down of the train and Rehan saw that Anjali’s father had come to fetch them up, that man Rehan thought had seen somewhere, he was Rehan father’s friend’s brother, he had met him in party but he decided to keep away and he took his way out and they took their.

After two days when Rehan went to call Anjali he found out that the paper he had written down the number was washed along with his pants he tried to figure out something from that piece of washed paper, he was only able to make out three digits out of five so he tried to recall what Anjali had told at that time but he remembered nothing so he decided to call up random numbers and ended up calling 15 wrong numbers. He was devastated with this event and had only one hope that Anjali called, and she did. When Anjali called after two weeks to check for Rehan, his mother picked up the phone as he was not around and when he came back he came to know about it...

Months went by and Rehan had no contact number of Anjali, he tried everything from phonebook to school directory but nothing seemed to be working, slowly the memories of Anjali started to fade away. Strangely he never happened to see her in town after that. Rehan stayed in the town for an year because he started working there in a financial firm and postponed his graduation for an year, exactly 8 months after he had gone to Delhi, he saw Anjali again in a restaurant. He was sitting there with one of his clients, a lady from the bank who wanted a vehicle to be financed; Anjali was there with a guy too. First when they exchanged stares she didn’t give a heed but second time their eyes met she nodded in response and gave a smile without letting know the person she was sitting with. After a while she stood up and went towards the restroom and on her way back she came to Rehan’s table and dropped a tissue there. It had something written on it: “Thank you for tht journey, I waited for ur call but cudn’t wait 4 long, he is my BF n I m glad U found sm1 too, luv Anji”

Since then Rehan had seen Anjali many times in town but never approached her to tell what exactly happened. He was completely fine the way it was. But he still laughs on the fact that he was mistaken to be seeing that banker of all the people. There is one more thing Rehan thinks of and instead of laughing just manages to smile...that’s his unforgettable journey....

Mumbai- The City of Dreams

Many have written about it many will write about it. Different people wrote with various objectives giving it diverse perspectives. When I came to Mumbai (Bombay then) for the first time was completely awestruck by the pace at which the people carried on their lives, everyone was in a hurry to catch something; trains, buses all looked filled with same type of people. Of course it had some level of differentiation but I could only make out one difference that is of people- being satisfied and frustrated. People who were satisfied showed intense love in whatever they did be it the cleaner on the road or the gentlemen with their ties on in a first class compartment or even in taxis; these were the ones who were satisfied. There was another set of frustrated people who were doing their job but one could easily make out that these people were not doing what they wanted to do, e.g., man who was driving my rickshaw was a graduate in arts, he came to Mumbai to work in a mill, he succeeded in doing so but the mill did not run for long and out of shear need he had to get into rickshaw driving, since then he felt that he had been forced to drive the rickshaw. Well is it true that he was forced? Of course he was by the pressure to survive in this fast paced city. Another man I met on my next trip to Mumbai he wanted to be a musician, his dream was of playing in the band of Aadesh Shrivastav a then well known music director, why Aadesh? Because they both belonged to same native place...did he get a chance? No!! What is he doing now? Working in an office as front desk man taking tuitions in evenings and weekends, says this is what has kept him alive till now otherwise he would have died long ago if he left the music. This man was somewhere in between the satisfied and the frustrated. All of the above have their terminologies to define Mumbai, the satisfied says that they are Mumbaikars because they got what they wanted, the frustrated say that they have been cheated by luck and Mumbai betrayed them and in between some say that Mumbai is biased it makes the rich richer and the poor poorer. Is it really the fault of the city that it drives people to its glory and gives them dreams which sometimes can’t be fulfilled at all or is it the people who consider themselves worthy enough to give their dreams a shot?

I don’t see any fault in city by providing dreams to people but I also can’t completely blame the people who just want to try their luck but they should also know that till what time they should go on. Some philosophers suggest that if you have belief in your dream then carry on till you reach there, but it is not a perfect fit in our scenario we are a population increasing with every passing microsecond, competition is increasing every day. Is it still relevant to chase your dreams all the way or is it the best way to make a life with a job which can satisfy your basic needs and has a level of interest of yours and to satisfy your dreams you can always pursue it on the sidewalks of your life. We can say that the decision of the musician was a wise one, but still he blames the city. Mumbai can’t provide you with your dreams, it can only give you opportunity to make your life but it won’t give that exclusively, so if you have an opportunity you need to fight for it, simply blaming the city or the system won’t do anything. People have to fall in love with the city then only they can pursue their dreams. You will be seeing people who blame the system all their lives but they need to understand their own responsibility towards the system. As far as the system in Mumbai is concerned it is the best than any other city, during the last decade it has failed and learnt from the mistakes, simply to give an idea you should look at the train stations security now which has grown after the incident of attack and the policing has been at the crest since then. We still got to get the best of it but we got no reasons to blame the system or the city. Many of times we have ideas that can really help the country or the system. Do we take it forward, do we take the pains to make it work; rarely!! Why? Because it’s not easy and we don’t want to take the hard ways, we don’t believe that it’s our job we don’t really believe that we can bring the change. Is it???

I feel we can, we just need the self belief not a city of dreams to correct our lives. May be that is why Gandhi said “Be the change you want to see”. Many people came to Mumbai to get their desires fulfilled, they did what took them to achieve that; Mumbai has given a lot of people what they desired, has it? Or was it the people who got lucky at the right time? Whatever it might be there will always be a divide between the people and their opinions on the marvellous city MUMBAI. For me it hardly matters which city I live in, it will always be my life but I also know the kind of opportunities available will be far ahead than any city in India. So rather than thinking about what the city can give us let’s just do our part, be loyal towards Mumbai give whatever we can to make it a beautiful place to live in and leave the rest on destiny and hope someday day the wheel of fortune will favour us...

Jai Ho....

The Lost Art of "Teaching"

Teach (v): 1. Impart knowledge to or instruct (someone) in how to do something, especially in a school or as a part of a recognized programme, give instruction in (a subject or skill), cause to learn by example or experience. 2. Advocate as a practice or principle. Teaching (n)

Teacher: someone who teaches in a school.

The above is what oxford dictionary defines teach and teacher; teaching is a noun originating from teach. Quite fashionably the word teaching has been changed over time. Earlier teaching was something that the people used to practice to pass on their learning and experiences of life to generations to come, it still finds a place in the definition but is it realm of today, are the teachers practicing the art of teaching the way it used to be earlier, if not then what made the shift to take place? May be the new learning methods made the shift or the advancement in the technological era made the difference? It is hard to tell. Let’s just draw some basic differences and try finding out whether or not the shift has really helped people over time or it has simply made mockery of the word teaching.

Earlier i.e. in the era when the writing was not yet developed and people used to learn under the guidance of the gurus and used to dedicate their lives for the sole purpose of learning (both the students and the gurus) it was very easy to demarcate the learned and the unlearned the latter could not enjoy the same status as the former did. It all started to make way for learning for all, and then after a long time the system came into existence where everyone got a right to get himself enrolled for basic education, it was a great change that could have ever taken place in the history but as always it came along with some tragedies of its own. The art of teaching was lost and moreover it became the art of war where it was entitled as a ‘business’. This business made way for outburst of educational institutions, there was teachers available for anything and everything on earth, the worst was the mushrooming of the tuition classes & it showed the impotency of both the students as well as the system which was hit badly below the belt. There were times when we used to hear about the premier institutes who believed in teaching as there essence and the alumni from these could be sworn upon the authenticity of knowledge and intelligence but it is really hard to imagine that these great institutes also fell in the trap of modernization and started the act of competition in terms of number of applications received and their alumnus network and it all paled the effect of the education and teaching they had thrived to provide for several years. The teachers were not only merely teachers they were people of the industry who taught as their hobby initially and when they find out that this ‘profession’ is less time consuming and pays better they became full timers, no issues with this attitude but are we not taught by the professionals who themselves are not sure what they wanted to do. Personally I have encountered many such teachers who started their careers as bankers, production engineers, marketers and even business men and currently teaching the subjects that have nothing to do with their work experience like physics and maths are taught by a banker, human behaviour is taught by a production engineer & list goes on. How many have we felt that person who is teaching us is not at all interested in what he is doing? The answers will surely tell you that the teachers have lost the main agenda of teaching, many are found teaching to support their other functions of life and they use teaching as a filler of their career e.g., a person who is doing his Ph. D will take up a teachers job anywhere possible and also work side by side on his thesis, there will be many authors who are teachers, I can understand if they are writing something related to the subject they are teaching but if they write fiction and teach Anthropology that is unpardonable, take example of my favourite writer Chetan Bhagat, it took him 10 years of banking career to realise that he wanted to be a writer, he mentions in three of his four books that he wanted to be a writer since his college days, the only question to ask here is, that a alumni from IIT and IIM takes time to fulfil his dream job and he does not have the confidence to pursue his dream then who should have the courage to take up their work seriously? It’s not just the multitalented teachers I am against with it’s the whole thinking they bring along with them. You will hardly see a true teacher escaping any kind of discussion with their students, no matter how stupid is their disciples’ doubt they would clear it in no matter how much time it takes but the ‘teachers of today’ find it really time consuming when a ward ask a minor doubt and you can feel that he is completely annoyed by the time it’s going to take to make that fellow understand the intricacies of that subject. They expect you to know whatever is there in the books and they want you to do what they say as they say, you must have encountered the schools’ students forced to have different types of notebooks different faculties demand, what difference does it makes if someone writes English in a single line notebook. Some people say that it is the sophisticated way of teaching. My request to those people, please give it one more thought and think with the bias of what is the value addition, you will have a changed mindset. Now there is one more thing that has always bothered me and recently got provoked by a Hindi Movie; what is that we call success?  Just a good job in hand, a nice sedan in your courtyard, an apartment in the highly rated location of the city and high profile parties!! Is that success all about? Then i would like to share an advertisement of Intel which featured an average man and he was portrayed as there superstar, what was his success, nothing; he was just best in what he did and that was innovation. He could never had been successful if he had not chased excellence and I happen to track his records he was an average student in his school days and when he got into his field of interest he came out with flying colours. Knowingly or unknowingly we all are forcing the current students to chase the path of success without even telling them to be excellent in what they do, and the major responsibility of this job lies with the teachers but they fail miserably because they themselves are running for success that is driven by numbers.

Personally I would be more than glad to learn under a person who has chosen to teach rather than a person who has opted to teach. The fellows who believe this is not possible please just put your thinking caps on and take a look at the Gym which you go to, the trainer there has a passion himself for the things he is asking you to do, and the learning that you are gaining now from your ‘teacher’ will teach you not to differentiate and inevitably would have their own favourites, they will teach you not to take a decision with a pre-decided mind and then will have a notion about you.

Who is responsible for all this? We all are but the main villains are the teachers of present times not all but majority. We need to ask what we want in life and what really matters to us because till the time we don’t know, we can’t ask for it. It will be similar to dying on the shore of a lake just because you didn’t knew you were thirsty.

The Covert agenda of Education

The education has been a part and parcel of the Indian history since the ancient times and this can be verified by the presence of the Takshila and Nalanda universities which still exist. But the point to take note of it is whether we are travelling the right path and motive on which these institutions were set up, are we keeping up the spirits of education.

To know that we have to understand what actually the motive was to start such a system where education was not just the mere experiences a person had in his life or the systems he learned via observing others practising it. Why the need arise for a systematic education? The answer to this in the ancient context would be the sharing of the eternal “gyaan” of the gurus and to keep it alive for the generations to come. Is this system dead by now, well not exactly some experts say that the existence of Aashrams and Madrasas are following the same path till now, and to a certain extent I feel that path is very right if considered in the right context.

As the people started to get more civilised (leaving aside the controversies of the subject civilisation), they felt the need of a better and strong education system. So the subjects like science, arithmetic, arts, history, civics, economics, political science, anthropology was introduced into the system and the trend of introduction still continues and it is very righteous to do so. People started to learn about the subjects with their own convenience they kept what they wanted form history and omitted the facts that they felt would create a wrong impression about the person or the era, same is the case with other subjects. When did all of this started happening? It was not the era were the man was still happy with his “Kheti-Kisaani”, this all started with very first wave of globalization through industrialization. The agendas that we have been talking about till now was the overt agenda. The covert agenda of education can be understood if we understand the industrialisation phase well.

During the time of industrialization there was a requirement of people because the industries had opened up jobs for many in the towns (for which some political leaders are throwing people out of “their own state” what crap!! ), which saw a huge flow of populations from rural areas to towns. Primarily these folks were just got trained about the job they had to do but later the crème-del-a-crème of the society thought of introducing this “system of education” and they showed all of us the rosy pictures through the overt agendas. So began the rise of premier institutes offering various courses under numerous heads but if all of this was the overt agenda what could be the covert agenda? It’s very simple just needs a little analysis and there you are in front of the truth.

Take a good note of all the subjects you have learned in your school and put it to a test. If all the subjects we study by now are put together for a reason and motive then they can be generalised under three heads: 1.Punctuality, 2. Obedience & 3. Repetitive work.

Why were these needed is much easier to understand- to create a better workforce for the industry. Well there can be no offences to this agenda also but where the pain lies is that it still continues to be the agenda of our education, the world is no more in the phase of industrialisation it has moved. We now have more entrepreneurs to the list then the numbers of industries in the whole nation. Then why we still stick to the same regime? This question can’t be answered in fact it doesn’t need to be answered. What we need today is the change where every individual is given the choice, the choice to decide what he wants to do. There should not be any social discrimination on the basis of the amount of books a person has read or the no of alphabets he/she puts beneath their name. We have always sited many examples regarding this like Bill Gates to Dhirubhai Ambani. Well some of the people still feel that basic education is necessary even I feel the same, but we have to be more precise about the term basic, to my understanding here the term basic is to be defined as the daily practicalities of a common man which he has to fight to earn a loaf of bread, now to combat that he needs basic education do you think that learning about the people of the history or of economic world going to earn him that? If yes, then think again.

 And why is there is always a set age to learn particular things, there should be no age barrier for studying something that someone likes at any point of age in his life. Some countries have taken a step towards revamping their education system, India is one of them, kudos to that but i feel devastated when I see the rate at which it is done. The action plan started in the year 1998 and a decade after that we are not any far from where we started. Every budget we have allocations for different things then why not spend a little money on this cause which will make us at par with the first world. The choice lies with us whether we want to be the first world or want to continue being the third world on some or the other fronts....

The Childhood Dreams

When a boy grows up he has a lot of things to take care of; his studies, sports, friends, parents, and if he is a fat boy like Rehan he has to think about his increasing weight and the never-ending list of girls he awaits. Rehan was a very smart fellow; all knew this, his teachers, parents & friends. But all had to say one thing that he needs to work hard. This was out of Rehan’s reach and understanding. He could only work for goals, targets and he would always set up a realistic target (achievable easily). He always knew that to go to the next class he just needed grades, not high but passing grades. He could never see a reason to burn the mid night lamp to be in class which has both grade holders a 40% and a 90%, he always prepared himself for a 65%, his mother was very disappointed with this, she also had a dream to distribute sweets to the whole “mohalla” after her son scores a 90% in a school exam but Rehan always saved the money of his father, Rehan’s father was never a brilliant student but he was a great man, a man who stood by the thoughts he cared for, he even regrets sometimes some of his decisions but he always stands tall against every odd. He always said to Rehan, “I would not be glad if you scored high and never knew concepts and basics, neither I would be satisfied with you just passing, but I would take it proudly if you score less and know whatever you have read thoroughly”. Rehan’s father was very strict but as Rehan grew up he metamorphosed and became a friend to him. Rehan always looks upon for his father whenever he is in doubt, he is the greatest support system to Rehan, Rehan wants his life fundamentals to be as clear as his father’s had been. Rehan is very close to his mother, he confides every secret with his mother. Usually it happens that a child is either close to one of his parent but Rehan being social and pleasing to everyone was close to both of them. Rehan had a huge group of friends and was never interested in studying. So after standard 7th his mother gave up on him and Rehan argued to take tuitions as all of his friends did. The tuitions were more of a home assignments completing session than anything else, it was fun for Rehan, more friends more masti. Rehan had always thought that his only motto was to have fun; most of the time alone without spending money, because he never had money neither he felt the need. He was growing up (all round), he was now worried of everything that could increase his weight, but being Rehan it was a crime to set a control on anything so there was no scope for dieting it was always die till eating. Rehan passed the exams again he scored well this time a 68%. Now he was in 9th standard and the tutor got changed, it was his brother’s friend who used to teach a bunch of children along with her brother;sonu, (never understood why so many people were called by that name!!).
Rehan had a keen interest in music, he used to lock himself up in the store room and bang the cartons which stored groceries with the iron rods which were used for making ‘seekhs’. He used to go to a friend’s place just to see the cable tv shows which aired new music. He happened to ask for a drum set to his father and got a condition in place; “You score more than 80% marks and the drum set is yours”. Rehan’s father knew if he had to get Rehan going for something he had to provide him with a short-term goal. So the aim in 9thstandard was to win a drum set.
It was a new session; thanks to the diet control put on Rehan forcefully he had lost some weight but still weighted 69 kgs. Rehan joined the tuitions and this time his life was going to change. He met a girl in tuition she was called Nina, till now Rehan believed that girls are total time waste and they are an obstruction to the fun of your life but when he saw Nina his theories went for a toss as the testosterone started to act forcefully. His whole world was shook and he could just see Nina and say wow!! He had never seen such a beautiful girl personally and she was much mature for her age. She had the perfect body, beautiful eyes, skin tone to put a fairy to shame, hair dark-black completely contrast to her fair skin tone and a voice that could put Sunidhi Chauhan at shame. Rehan wanted to be with this girl, so next day he goes to his best of the friends and asks for advice. Boys being boys what could have they advised. They said “Darr mat, baat kar, setting jama, aur side mein lele”. Rehan actually knew that they would said so but Mr. Rehan wanted to give his friends a chance. Rehan had completely different fear within him; he wanted to impress her and be friends with her so he called up a lady friend of his and followed her advice. He started by giving a thought to friendship (only).The best thing about Nina was that she always found Rehan as good guy and never cared about how stupid he was. Everything was going pretty well, Nina and Rehan became the best of friends and they always used to share glances in tuition over their notebooks, Rehan had no idea what Nina thought of him, he knew that she cared. Rehan got ill one day and Nina managed to cancel that days class just because Rehan didn’t turn up,Nina also wanted to meet Rehan but her brother was a pain, he also studied under the same teacher, Rehan came to know all this after two weeks. Everything was going well between these two, Rehan was sure to get the Drum sets, this time he had prepared well for exams. It was only one month to exams when Rehan came to know that the papers are going to go to Ajmer for regional checking, he was tensed because he never had prepared for more than 70% marks this time he was eyeing an 80%. A month back Nina had told Rehan that she might shift to Hyderabad with her dad but she assured that she will come back after two years. One day Rehan gathered all his nerves and asked Nina for a coffee (he had only Rs 100 with him), amazed by Rehan’s confident approach she agreed but that coffee date never happened. During exam days, one evening after it had rained the whole morning, the climate was cool and pleasant, when teacher didn’t turn up from work and Nina could not go home because her driver had left, Rehan and Nina spent the best time ever, they just took a walk and Rehan being the resident of that area showed her around. Nina got cosy that evening and placed her arms around Rehan’s body, Rehan first time kissed a girl. Nina did not felt anything offensive but suggested Rehan to stay as a friend because she didn’t had any friends, Rehan obliged and they stayed as friends. Just after the exams next year Nina went to Hyderabad and never came back. Rehan lost a friend and now knew the importance of a true friend. He scored very badly that year a 70% and had to promise his dad that he will try for better grades next year. His dad was happy with his efforts and bought him a new bicycle.

He met a bunch of new friends the next session but Nina still holds a special place in Rehan’s heart. No matter if the grades were not great to get a drum set but Rehan now had Nina in his life. Later on Rehan got along with his new friends and started scoring average marks and went on to complete the H Sc in science stream. He wanted to be a doctor in the beginning but ended up being a Microbiologist. He pursued his music interest through his friend’s guitar and now can play a couple of songs. He also happened to take lessons to play guitar and his mentor was kind enough to let him sing for their band quite often. It was only Nina who knew that Rehan wanted to be a musician the rest just felt that he was interested in music. Nina had once said to Rehan before going that she will definitely come and visit him one day asking for his autograph after Rehan finished his performance on stage. Maybe that is the motivation behind Rehan performing at different occasions with a band in Mumbai in-spite of being very busy with his office and married life. Rehan very often finds himself typing Nina’s name in google & facebook just to get a hint where she is, after all it was his childhood dream...his first true friend...

The Lady with a HOT RED BAG

Tuesday morning 10 o’clock standing at Bandra station, Rehan was getting late for his work. He recently started a new project with a leading telecom company wherein he had to go to different locations and collect information and make the necessary changes in the working system of the company. Rehan usually travelled in first class but this month the peon got him the second class pass for one month, now he is forced to travel with the populace which believes that the more the oil on their heads the more money they are going to make and he had to overlook the essence of human efforts which came out as their sweats while trying to enter the compartment. It was not like that he didn’t encounter such men in first class who sweat or released their essences, but it was less pungent because of the cover that cologne and after shave provided.

He was all concerned about being there on time because this was the first time he was going to meet the Sewree dealer of the distribution. His whole attention was on the indicator which still showed ‘ST 10.15 S 08’, he was worried and when Rehan gets nervous he also starts to sweat so to cover his mess up he gets his handkerchief out and wipes his forehead while doing all this he notices something, just beside the indicator where the stairs ended there was a distinct figure who was approaching towards the first class ladies compartment, it was a lady in her mid twenties, sporting a formal tight shirt on dark blue denims, hairs still wet from the shower which might have ended just half an hour back, glasses on her face made her look professional and her i-pod must have played the music she really liked because it created a smile on the pretty face, it was more noticeable due to the right amount of lipstick she had put on. Rehan was mesmerised by this lady. Suddenly he got a call; it was Zoya, Rehan’s hubby since the days they studied in college now Rehan stays in Mumbai after he came here for his management course & now he plans to marry her after getting a house of his own, while still on the phone Rehan realises that he just missed a very flashy thing with that lady, by the way Rehan has assumed by now that the lady is called Madhusmita just because he felt that lady was a Bong chick and her features resemble to someone in TV soaps which he used to watch during his collegiate days and her name was Madhumita,  so Rehan decides to add a ‘S’ and prove that he is an ass. Well the flashy thing was a ‘bag’ it was the first thing that Rehan had noticed but simply managed to get lost in the beauty of the lady. Still on phone, Zoya nagging on the other ends about the eating habits of Rehan and Lady busy on her i-pod. Rehan assumed her to be working in a corporate office but after he noticed the bag he added that she must be working with a media house, he was forced to do so because his office colleagues (ladies) never sported something as flashy as that. Rehan was really keen on observing his “Madhusmita” than talking to Zoya, Rehan never came to know how but Zoya could always tell what Rehan wanted at a particular time. Zoya hung up and Rehan continued...

Suddenly Rehan realised he had came here to board the train, but the indicator said more 5 minutes of waiting till the train comes so he again as a moron continued to observe. He considered this habit of his as a strength for him just because someone had said to him; ‘be a good observer of things’. Rehan as usual replaced ‘things’ with ‘Girls’. Suddenly the lady realises something and walks towards the store which sells the confectionary items, there she buys a couple of halls, puts one in the pocket and opens the other and puts it in her mouth and when she doesn’t find a place to throw the wrapper puts it in her pocket too. Now wasn’t she a good citizen?? Rehan realises that Madhusmita must have been eating halls regularly; why? Just because she could open it so easily, people who have eaten Halls know that it’s a trick in itself to open it. Now comes a bigger assumption, Rehan is worried whether Madhu smokes!! So he applies a litmus test by observing the lips (it was more of a ‘bahana’ for Rehan to look more closely at her lips, for it he didn’t want the guilt of looking at a hot girl’s lips without any reason) he enjoyed every moment of that halls moving around in Madhu’s mouth, Madhu was making pretty shapes with her lips while eating that mint. The train had come and the barrier of the ladies compartment came between the second class and first class ladies compartment which Madhu boarded. Rehan never knew where she will get down, so to get the glimpse of her walking by he chose to stand at the door. Three stations went by and he didn’t see Madhu getting down, the next station was Sewree, he had to get down here. He had lost all his hopes of seeing her again. But as fate had come to Rehan’s pocket, Madhu got down at Sewree and walked behind Rehan. Rehan as a gentleman, he allowed Madhu to take the lead and followed her, after the foot-over bridge ended she halted and looked back, took a few steps to stand by the side, probably she was waiting for someone. Rehan had no interest in knowing who was it, Rehan pulled out his phone and rang up Mr. Satish Pandey, the man he was to meet. All the way to the office he was thinking of the Lady with a Hot Red Bag. After a couple of traffic lights he realises that he has a meeting to attend and he is already late and still doesn’t have his tie in place, so he starts to put the tie in place wears the coat and gets in the office, he is welcomed with a coffee. The day ends with a few debates over the table and Rehan is on his way back to his rented apartment in Bandra. While he was on the train listening to his favourite tracks on his phone he again gets back to the thought of ‘Madhusmita’ and wonders who she was waiting for but suddenly Zoya’s thought strikes his mind and he realises that he hasn’t made a call to her during the busy day, this was nothing new for Zoya as Rehan tends to get engrossed in other things often and forgets to call her, but today it was different for Rehan, he was thinking of a girl he saw in the morning all day. Rehan again out of guilt calls Zoya immediately and tries to get into a sweet conversation ignoring the presence of smelly men around in the train, time passes and he reaches Bandra still online with Zoya, he walks pass through the same place where he was standing in the morning and again remembers the Lady with the Hot Red Bag. Zoya hangs up the phone because her dad called her. Rehan hails a rick and gets home. Never ever imagining what was in store for the next day.

Rehan had to go to Sewree for the next one week so as to complete the assignment. He gets up in the morning and reaches Bandra in time but he just missed the 9.55 train and the indicator is showing 10.15 again. He is standing at the same place as the day before and suddenly his heart beats goes up, there she is again, his Madhusmita carrying the same bag, maybe the same jeans but different top a green loose fit T-shirt, looking stunningly beautiful. Rehan never imagined that he would get to see her again but he guessed he was lucky that day. He kept the observation part a bit discrete today because he had seen last day some people looking at him when he was staring at her. He got down at Sewree and waited for some time and then followed Madhu and found out she waited for a colleague of hers’ at station daily, a sigh of relief came naturally to him, he himself could never found out what was that for. He hailed a taxi and saw both the women walking. It was quite obvious for Rehan to note that Madhu had a routine which she followed by waiting for the 10.15 train. For the next two days Rehan did the same, everyday noting something or the other that he missed on the day 1. Rehan was really enjoying his daily 10.15 train.

It was Friday and Rehan had asked for first-half off since he wanted to go for Friday Prayers but Rehan being the rascal he was, he woke up early and went to catch the train as usual in the morning. He had all the time in the world today to check on assumptions he made about Madhusmita, so instead of hailing a taxi he walks behind Madhu, strangely she was alone that day, after a few steps one assumption proved right, she smoked the brand he still can’t say but she smoked like the ladies in the bond movie, elegant as a princess. After a long walk as Rehan decided to gather the courage and talk to her he realises that she is wearing a flat shoe and she was really tall. Rehan had a complex with tall women he was really uncomfortable with them while talking and he always made an ass out of him by always blurting “you are so tall”. He had now realised that when he said that; he was saying I am a nobody in front of you and from there onwards there was no second talks ever because he could never gather the courage again, same thing happened here he lost all the courage to talk to Madhusmita but he decided to follow her till her destination, after a walk of ten minutes she entered in a compound and then the second assumption came true, she worked for Navbharat press; a media firm. Rehan did not enter the premise and walked straight. He also bought a smoke and sat smoking while he was lost in his thoughts; he received a message from Zoya it said, “whr r u? it’s frdy 2day, srch a masjid, n gv me cal whn u r dun, luv u jaan, tk cr”  Rehan’s confusion was solved, he knew what he had to do, he finished the smoke, got up and searched for a mosque and after that gave a call to Zoya.

It was Monday when he was back to Bandra but this time he was going to Churchgate and boarded a different train, till now he has not seen Madhusmita again. Rehan is still working with the same firm and is planning to buy a house, Zoya still calls her intermittently and the first thing he did after that Friday’s prayer was calling up Zoya and narrating her the whole one week incidents one by one and himself came to understand that Zoya was the one for him, Zoya knows that Rehan is an idiot but still trusts him, its long time love after all. But The Lady with the Hot Red Bag had become an integral part of Rehan’s life and he never forgot her and still assumes that she was named “Madhusmita”.